Writings:
To the mystery-workers, the depth-walkers, the heart-tenders, the plant-listeners, the threshold-whisperers:
You’re right on time.
As you’ve been walking and working for years in the in-between worlds, making mystery your vocation, you’ve been preparing yourself to be the needed leaders of these in between times.
Your labor is valued, your mastery is graduate level worthy. Thank you for holding the string of the old ways to be woven into the unfolding new.
Thank you for courageously steering your ship away from the known, to be able to walk others through the unknown.
10/2/2022
You’re right on time.
As you’ve been walking and working for years in the in-between worlds, making mystery your vocation, you’ve been preparing yourself to be the needed leaders of these in between times.
Your labor is valued, your mastery is graduate level worthy. Thank you for holding the string of the old ways to be woven into the unfolding new.
Thank you for courageously steering your ship away from the known, to be able to walk others through the unknown.
10/2/2022
Here's the thing: you are 100% worthy of unconditional celebration, infinite love, being known, and deep reverence for who you are and where you are, right *now*. Not when you get more fit, tackle your core wounds to the ground, "figure out" what you're doing wrong or what you want, reach a certain status, or number in your bank account. Not when you manifest the list. Not when you get "there". Now. I know, I know! Our culture doesn't teach us this. That we are continuously worthy journeyers. But today when you walk outside and the light from a floating bonfire in the sky travels 93 million miles to land on your skin, you won't even question if you're worthy of that magic. We don't have programs in our inner systems to cause us to question that...The reality is, that each of us is carrying around outrageous gifts to offer others just by being us. Unique gifts that have formed not in spite of our darkness, our shadows, our challenges, but *because* of them. It's that whole ecosystem within us that gives rise to our own truth and our own light. So you are not only worthy of unconditional belonging, being known, loved and celebrated for where you are right now, you are also worthy of letting that whole messy fireball of your unique ecosystem shine so brightly that its glow can land on someone else's skin. So it can illuminate for them their own version, their own innate worthiness and we can all walk tall together, releasing the blocks to receiving the real love-truth-reverence, that we are so very worthy of.
5/7/2019
5/7/2019
Authentic Intimacy As Spiritual Practice - Answering A Lifetime Of Our Own Prayers
What if the key held in relationship never had anything to do with happily ever after? What if it's about unlocking our own power to be vulnerable and raw in each moment to heal wounded aspects of ourselves and bring us closer to the Divine? Nothing triggers our humanness more than our relationships. They are our golden windows in which we get to witness our shame, insecurities, fear, unworthiness. And in this, they are direct connection to the Divine. Because when we choose to be vulnerable, raw and open about the these feelings with another, we are telling ourselves and the feeling that it's ok for it to exist. We are providing safe passage for it to travel through us instead of getting stuck in our bodies. Gifting our bodies with the spaciousness and resonance to connect with the openness of the Divine that is always here.
When we bring to the table the parts of us that we've been taught should be hidden in the closet, we are answering a lifetime of our own prayers. Even though we've been told that what we most want is happy romantic love, our deepest selves have always been praying to be seen, to be held, to be witnessed, to be celebrated for our essence. And we can't be seen unless we show up, raw. In full technicolor glory. The dancing, joyful, expansive parts AND the lost, ashamed, clinging, shaky parts. It's all glory. Because it's all real. And what we truly long to be seen and accepted for is our beautiful REAL. When we find our power to do that- to hold it all out in our hands to be seen by another, we know we've got this- no matter what happens next. We see our divinity, and our divinity sees us.
6/23/2018
What if the key held in relationship never had anything to do with happily ever after? What if it's about unlocking our own power to be vulnerable and raw in each moment to heal wounded aspects of ourselves and bring us closer to the Divine? Nothing triggers our humanness more than our relationships. They are our golden windows in which we get to witness our shame, insecurities, fear, unworthiness. And in this, they are direct connection to the Divine. Because when we choose to be vulnerable, raw and open about the these feelings with another, we are telling ourselves and the feeling that it's ok for it to exist. We are providing safe passage for it to travel through us instead of getting stuck in our bodies. Gifting our bodies with the spaciousness and resonance to connect with the openness of the Divine that is always here.
When we bring to the table the parts of us that we've been taught should be hidden in the closet, we are answering a lifetime of our own prayers. Even though we've been told that what we most want is happy romantic love, our deepest selves have always been praying to be seen, to be held, to be witnessed, to be celebrated for our essence. And we can't be seen unless we show up, raw. In full technicolor glory. The dancing, joyful, expansive parts AND the lost, ashamed, clinging, shaky parts. It's all glory. Because it's all real. And what we truly long to be seen and accepted for is our beautiful REAL. When we find our power to do that- to hold it all out in our hands to be seen by another, we know we've got this- no matter what happens next. We see our divinity, and our divinity sees us.
6/23/2018